To speak or not to speak...

[unspeakablehorror]

I always feel the conflict between not wanting to speak on things because that's been my default for so long and, I feel, largely responsible for keeping me out of a large variety of trouble, and just feeling the crushing oppressiveness of that silence.
 

That and the conflict between my limited knowledge and expressive ability and the fact that neither of those things can ever be fully remedied and that the expectation of the perfect can be the enemy of the good.