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unspeakablehorror) wrote2019-08-26 01:35 am
unspeakablehorror) wrote2019-08-26 01:35 am
An Eventful Day
Today (Yesterday?) was very eventful. I had caffeine (Thai iced tea) and lost internet access for a while. Neither of these things were reasons why my day was eventful, but they were both related to the fact that it was. I was immensely productive, though, and I wonder how much was the caffeine and how much was the lack of internet access for a significant portion of the day. I have reason to believe they both contributed in this respect.
I wish I was that productive every day. There's so much more I want to do, but I feel like I spend most days being so unfocused and ineffective. But for a number of reasons, I avoid regular caffeine intake (one being that caffeine is known to increase anxiety, which I already have in overabundance haha), and I rarely have the self discipline to avoid the internet, particularly without circumstances forcing the matter. It's frustrating.
I wish I was that productive every day. There's so much more I want to do, but I feel like I spend most days being so unfocused and ineffective. But for a number of reasons, I avoid regular caffeine intake (one being that caffeine is known to increase anxiety, which I already have in overabundance haha), and I rarely have the self discipline to avoid the internet, particularly without circumstances forcing the matter. It's frustrating.