unspeakablehorror | A Difficult Disposition (cw my issues)

It's frustrating to constantly have to choose between not ever making a fuss about anything so that I can appease my own desire to avoid confrontation, and wanting to make a fuss all the time because I'm a person who feels very strongly about things. This is a terrible disposition to have, and I can only hope that someday I'll be able to better deal with it. Because I really don't think I currently do.