A Difficult Disposition (cw my issues)

[unspeakablehorror]

It's frustrating to constantly have to choose between not ever making a fuss about anything so that I can appease my own desire to avoid  confrontation, and wanting to make a fuss all the time because I'm a person who feels very strongly about things.  This is a terrible disposition to have, and I can only hope that someday I'll be able to better deal with it.  Because I really don't think I currently do.