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While I am personally obsessed with the Nightsisters, I find it disappointing that the non-Nightsister witches of Dathomir are never explored outside of the original work this entire mess was introduced in, which was The Courtship of Princess Leia. Especially as the 'good' witches were the main focus of the story they were introduced in. This is why I want to have them in my Heart of Shadow story at some point.

Dathomir's portrayal in Star Wars has always had a lot of, well, issues, and in fact there are a lot of similarities across the portrayals. But the differences are also interesting to me, and I think the retcon choices say something about the different people involved here.

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The audience for Heart of Shadow is people who like redemption stories. This is the big one in terms of audience requirements here: if a person hates redemption stories, this is probably not the story for them. A lot of the other stuff in this story is incidental and could have been changed without significantly changing the story, but not the redemption part. It's not the same story without that.

Given the above, it's perhaps not surprising that the story is also very villain focused--this is a common thread in my stories. I love to write about villains.

Furthermore, while there are a lot of redemption stories in the Star Wars fandom, I believe the vast majority of them are focused on Darth Vader. It's also common for redemption stories to focus on the 'less evil' villains. 

This is not that kind of redemption story. This is focused on Palpatine and Plagueis. And they're the worst. The worst of the worst. That's the point. I don't feel like it's much of a redemption story if the villain is just misunderstood.

Lastly, to me redemption is about a character actually doing something to help repair the damage they've done and make the world a better place. It's not about being sad or mopey enough for their victims to forgive them. 

This story also has a Sidious/Talzin romance, so if a person doesn't like romance, that could potentially be an issue. It could also be an issue if the person is incredibly averse to that specific pairing for whatever reason. It's also kind of a rarepair (to my knowledge I am the only person particularly invested in this pairing), so I don't expect it to be an actual draw for most people.

Hmmmm...what else? This story does have quite a bit of...I guess you could call it humor, however, it is not intended to be a solely humorous story. It is also not intended to be a comedy or parody. Some scenes may be inappropriate for those averse to satire. Okay...maybe quite a few scenes.

You will encounter politics in this story, both of the specifically Star Wars variety and those referencing real life. You have been warned.

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Just re-read the last chapter I've written so far for my Heart of Shadow fic and had a lot of fun reading it. It's Plagueis just being Plagueis (or rather, Hego Damask), and Dooku and Qui-Gon affectionately bickering with each other and not so affectionately bickering with Plagueis.

I love the secret identity aspect of the Sith. It's so fun to play around with that kind of character, and think about how the different facets of their personality, even the ones that are pure artifice, bleed into each other. A person is not their mask, but the kinds of masks a person chooses does say something about them. I actually think Plagueis wears two masks--the mask he shows the world, of a mundane businessman, and the mask he presents to Palpatine and himself, the mask of someone who both desires power and has the wisdom necessary to obtain it. Which is to say, the mask of the dutiful Sith Lord.

I don't think Plagueis, and that includes canon Plagueis, is very good at, or particularly motivated by, the things that are supposed to motivate a 'good' Sith Lord. Which is not to say that I think he doesn't want power or the destruction of the Jedi, because I think he wants both of those things. It's not to say that I think canon Plagueis can't be as cold as the frozen world he grew up on. But I think what Plagueis wants most is the personal freedom to pursue knowledge for the sake of knowledge, and companionship. 

He was slow to kill his own Master and he wanted to rule over the galaxy for eternity with Sidious. If that isn't the essence of 'best friends forever' (forever!) I don't know what is. And of course he botched that up real good because he also never properly learned how to respect someone rather than try to dominate them. Like Sidious would never have accepted that scenario and Plagueis was a fool to think he would. Like thinking that a man that murdered his own father because he resented the authority that was exerted over him was ever ever ever going to accept a situation where someone else could exert power over him for infinity forever is just the height of hubris, but that's part of what I love about Plagueis so much.

And I also love that for Plagueis political power and the destruction of the Jedi are just kind of secondary to what he really cares about, which are his terrible little experiments. Love that the Darth Plagueis novel recontextualizes Palpatine saying that Plagueis could save the ones he cared about from dying into meaning that he could bring his science experiments back to life.

And I love getting to examine the relationship between Dooku and Qui-Gon in my story when Dooku was still a Jedi. Tales of the Jedi was just so boring in how it portrayed Dooku (also in how it portrayed Mace Windu, but that probably deserves its own essay) and particularly his relationship to Qui-Gon. Like he's practically a Sith already in that cartoon. There's no attempt to show, like, any actual significant shift in who he is as a person in his transition from Jedi to Sith. Anyway when I was writing this chapter, I had a lot of fun showing Dooku and Qui-Gon's dynamic with each other, how they're both similarly stubborn but also their very different approaches to problems and to life in general.

Anyway, it was fun to reread the chapter and think about all these characters again.

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I keep thinking about how I will force Plagueis and Qui-Gon to complete a group project together in my story.  This is very important.  I've always been disappointed that the only time they meet in any Star Wars media is that really short scene in the Darth Plagueis novel.  I just have to do something about the fact that Plagueis is like some simultaneous narrative foil and mirror to Qui-Gon what with the whole immortality thing, emphasis on the Living Force, and opposing their own Order in some manner, but just in these very diametrically different ways.
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I finished the latest Heart of Shadow chapter I've been working on!

Name: Ch 21: Rendezvous at Kalee

Publish Date: Thu Dec 9, 2021

Words in Chapter: 6255

Summary: Plagueis spends some quality time with Qui-Gon and Dooku!   He's very excited to meet with these two, even if they don't exactly share his enthusiasm...

AO3 link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/10944309/chapters/88757734

ffnet link: https://fanfiction.net/s/12494509/21/
 

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I am having a great time writing the next chapter for Heart of Shadow, but also this is another complicated chapter. Also despite the last chapter's complexity, that chapter was still a little more lowkey than this one is, since this one is taking place in the middle of a war.

It's been exciting to have two beta readers since chapter 19, SLWalker and PermianExtinction. SLWalker has been beta-reading the story for quite a while now, whereas PermianExtinction has recently started beta-reading for this story. They've both been extremely helpful with providing an outside perspective on the story as well as with helping with spelling or grammar details here and there. They're both extremely talented writers and have also taught me a great deal about different writing approaches, which is something I think I can always learn more about. They also give their impressions of things in the story as readers, which helps me to figure out if my story might actually communicate what I am trying to get across. I don't always take advice that I get, but I do always consider it, and I've tried to incorporate a lot of the suggestions I've been given. Getting more than one perspective can also help because different things stand out to different people. Did I mention they are both really good at beta-reading?

My hope is to have this chapter finished sometime this month. I have a whole draft for it now and am simply doing editing. I don't do deadlines, and I tend to prioritize thorough editing over speed, so no guarantees, but it could happen. We'll see!
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I thought up a major plot thread to my Heart of Shadow story today which is going to address the Jedi. So in my story, the Sith still want to get rid of the Jedi, or as Sidious says 'hollow out their Order'. However, obviously due to the basic premise of this story they aren't going to be mass murdering people to do that! So I was thinking about what that would look like and came up with an idea I really like.

I wrote down a rough outline of how it would work which I can flesh out some more later. A lot of the time I come up with rough pieces of scenes and dialogue from different points in a story that end up serving as a sort of scene outline, but for this idea my outline is more a series of paragraphs that explains the different things that need to happen for this to occur.

Am very excited about this because this is going to be a major arc for the entire story. Not the only major arc, but certainly one of them.
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Am writing chapter 21 of Heart of Shadow. And I know I always say this, but this is such a fun chapter for me. This is a Plagueis-centered chapter, though my new POV character, Dooku, also features heavily in this chapter. I always choose protagonists based on how much I enjoy their characters, and Plagueis is definitely one of my favorites. Love this Science Sith, and love seeing him decide he's going to be a problem for some Jedi haha.
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I am writing a Heart of Shadow scene with Plagueis and Qui-Gon and having so much fun. These two are both so good at annoying each other.

Ratings

Nov. 14th, 2021 05:46 pm
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Have been thinking about the rating (currently Teen) on my Heart of Shadow fic in regards to future scenes. There's a scene that I've written that I may or may not include which may or may not merit raising the rating of the story. Now, maybe I will ultimately decide not to include this scene anyway, as sometimes happens when I'm writing. Sometimes I just decide I'm going to go a different direction, and a scene no longer works with the new direction. However, even if that happens, I could easily encounter other cases where I think of a great scene for the story that I feel uncertain fits the Teen rating.

So I think I must again contend with the questions of 'What do ratings mean, anyway' and 'should I err on the side of rating consistency above all, or err on the side of having the impact I want to have'? Like, I think at most this scene would raise the rating to Mature because I don't tend to go into explicit detail in any event. But also, does it really *need* to be Mature if the actual offending events are only referred to/implied and not directly depicted, even non-explicitly?

Maybe some people would just set the work at the highest rating they anticipate writing at, or change it as needed, or make it nonrated but also I just kind of like the challenge of pushing to the edge of the Teen rating without going over it? This is kind of why all my longfic are currently rated Teen. Also because if you rate your work any higher, people assume you're going to give them a (non-fade to black) sex scene, and so even if it wasn't false advertising, it...would feel like false advertising.

A dilemma!
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I have finished the 20th Chapter of Heart of Shadow, my Palpatine redemption fic Darth Plagueis novel AU!

Rating: Teen

Chapter Title: The Discreet Charms of Domesticity

Chapter Summary: Palpatine discusses real estate with Nightsisters and is commed by Plagueis.  Palpatine visits a caf shop, but he isn't there for the caf.

AO3 Link:  https://archiveofourown.org/works/10944309/chapters/86990968

FFNET Link: https://m.fanfiction.net/s/12494509/20/

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I really love writing Heart of Shadow.  It's my least popular longfic (though perhaps the comparison is unfair since it's also the newest and shortest of the bunch) but I am just super into redemption arcs in general and so it just fills that particular need for me in a way my other works don't, since the focus for those is different.  And this isn't to say that I find my other fic boring!  I'm incredibly invested in all three of my longfic (shhh it's not four, we'll ignore Second Chances, though even that I do not consider abandoned).  But to me, there's nothing like a nice juicy redemption arc.  And this story has more than one! 
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I have a full draft for this now.  But this chapter does give me some anxiety, because it's definitely one of the more complicated ones. A lot going on here.  And it seems understandable to me, but that doesn't mean I've actually successfully communicated what I need to through the words in the chapter.  As an author, it's easy to fill in things in one's head that don't actually get conveyed by the text. 

I also don't want to insult the reader's intelligence by spelling everything out in 20pt bold font, but it's a difficult balancing act that is impossible to ever entirely win because some readers will pick things up right away, and some will not pick them up at all.
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Am working on Chapter 20 of Heart of Shadow.  I really like this one a lot, but I also think it gets rather... intense.   When I'm writing Palpatine, I do try to explore some of the more uncomfortable parts of his character.  I think it's easy to end up filing a lot of that off when he's written, but I feel like a lot of his character is lost when those parts are overlooked.  And for me, I think a redemption story *needs* to be able to look at that kind of thing.  If we're going to look at a character who transforms what is evil in themselves, I think that we need to be able to see what is being transformed for that to be satisfying.  A redemption story isn't "I wrote this character as a good person to begin with" or "I wrote this character as evil but they're sad so it's justified".  No, a redemption story is when a character starts out evil but resolves to change their course.  Those other stories are indeed stories that one can choose to write, but that doesn't make them redemption stories.  A redemption story is about positive change.  So we need to show both the start and endpoint.
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I have just been doing so much writing.  Still going to probably be a while before I finish another chapter because I absolutely do not write scenes in chronological order, but I was writing a possible scene for the next chapter of Heart of Shadow  today and I am just having so much fun with it.  This scene has more of a personal focus, in contrast to the last chapter, which focused more on the wider political plots going on.  I really enjoy developing both the personal lives of the characters and moving along the larger space politics plots, but it can be tricky to find the right balance.  I want to do it all at once, but I have to prioritize, haha.

I have characters comm each other a lot because a lot of times two characters aren't in the same place but I want them to both be in the same scene.  Space cell phones are a really nice plot device.  Plus the holograms in Star Wars mean there's the added context of body language available for description.

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Heart of Shadow is a lot of things for me, but one of those things is...sort of a response to the very common idea of the villain being unable to love and so therefore fated to be defeated or whatever, etc, etc.  And I mean, there's a lot of ways to kind of interrogate that idea, but I'm certainly having fun with this particular angle.  Like, what if the villains have the 'power of love' too?
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I've posted a new chapter for my Heart of Shadow fic.  

Scheming Sith Lords and Nightsister.  Baby Maul. Unsuspecting Jedi.

Chapter 19 Peace is a Lie

On AO3:  https://archiveofourown.org/works/10944309/chapters/86095171

On ffnet: https://m.fanfiction.net/s/12494509/19/

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I  do think about the fact that my future choices for Heart of Shadow are either one of 1.) shave off some likely future narrative choices that I think really enrich both the theme of the story and my personal gratification so as to keep the story more generally palatable or 2.) add in that content and the corresponding tags and introduce the risk that people will find the unconventionality offputting in one way or another, resulting in considerably fewer people being willing to read or comment on the story and some possible (even if perhaps overestimated by myself) chance of social ostracization.

And I mean, I'm going to choose 2, but still, I can't help but feel a little sad about it.

And sure I could also just omit the tags, but I want people who are actually looking for those things to be able to find them, and people who don't want to engage with those things to be able to avoid them.  So I don't really want to leave such things out.

Also, these tags aren't going to have anything to do with character deaths or anything of that nature--in general I don't reveal character deaths or the lack thereof in tags as I consider that a spoiler.
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Looking forward to when I release my current chapter for Heart of Shadow, but I'm not quite ready yet.  I think it is in quite a good state, though, so I might be ready to post it soon.  It'll be nice to update both my Star Wars longfic this year, and barring anything catastrophic, I plan to be able to post this chapter sometime before the end of October.

I feel this chapter really starts kicking off the plotlines, so that's an aspect I really like about it.
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So I wrote a new scene for Palpatine in this chapter of Heart of Shadow, and it works much better with the plot, so I plan for it to replace all or most of the previous one.  Only I really, really like certain parts of the previous scene, so now I'm just trying to figure out if I can somehow cram those parts into this chapter, too.  Regardless, I plan to save them because they greatly amuse me, and my thinking is that even if I can't fit them in here, maybe I can fit them somewhere else.
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