Kreia is Awesome

Kreia is my favorite mentor figure in Star Wars.  She's actually devotes considerable effort to teaching the exile, while also expecting her student to think for themselves and form their own opinions.  She is not a very warm person at all, lol, but what little warmth she possesses she devotes to your character.  She's at times deeply, deeply awful, but she also has some self-awareness of her own flaws.  She has a truly unusual goal that I haven't seen anywhere else in Star Wars and that I find deeply fascinating.  While she devotes considerable effort to aiding your character, she still has her own agenda. She's also basically a magical librarian.  This is like...all the things.  How did they manage to make a character that ticks off so many of my boxes?  A mystery. 

But anyway.  Kreia is the best.

A Certain Amount of Moping About My Personal Deficits

I have a huge problem in that I can't bring myself to even talk about some of the things that are deeply important to me to anyone. And if I can't even make people aware these things are important to me, much less argue my case for them, how can I ever really have good relationships of any kind?

I have so many trust issues.  So many.

Assorted Whining About My Trust Issues

It's so bad that even if I know someone agrees with me on an issue or shares some aspect of my experience, I'm usually unwilling to divulge this information. And it's even worse if I sense disagreement or I have a very different life experience in some area.  My brain is just like...no trust...trust bad...trust always bad.  I wish I could fix this!!

KOTOR II Droid Nemeses

I love every single HK-47 knockoff that tries to kill me in this game.  And of course the original.  I just love how sarcastic all these murder droids are.