An Eventful Day

Today (Yesterday?) was very eventful.  I had caffeine (Thai iced tea) and lost internet access for a while.  Neither of these things were reasons why my day was eventful, but they were both related to the fact that it was.  I was immensely productive, though, and I wonder how much was the caffeine and how much was the lack of internet access for a significant portion of the day.  I have reason to believe they both contributed in this respect.

I wish I was that productive every day.  There's so much more I want to do, but I feel like I spend most days being so unfocused and ineffective.  But for a number of reasons, I avoid regular caffeine intake (one being that caffeine is known to increase anxiety, which I already have in overabundance haha), and I rarely have the self discipline to avoid the internet, particularly without circumstances forcing the matter. It's frustrating.

Caffeine

I don't know what caffeine is like for most people beyond increasing alertness, but I know that when I get the right amount it's like I can feel my thoughts come into focus and I can make immensely more connections between ideas bouncing around in my brain.  Also there are so many more ideas.   I just don't think I can tolerate caffeine on a regular basis, though, and due to my high anxiety, I don't want to regularly consume anything prone to increasing anxiety.