I really want to do something about the gulf between what I can plan to write in my head and what actually comes out. And while I can imagine a lot of reasons why this occurs, there is nothing more frustrating than knowing exactly what you want to say but somehow still being unable to perform what should be the entirely straightforward task of typing those words to the screen.
Apr. 30th, 2021
I Should Make Myself a Journal
Apr. 30th, 2021 11:13 amI think maybe I need to start a journal up again or something. Just start a file on my computer called 'journal' and write in that from time to time. When I was younger it was really just the default that my writing wasn't going to be seen by anyone else. I think that's the only way to actually develop ideas in writing--when it isn't immediately available to the public eye. Especially for me with how much confrontation avoidance is a factor in how I express myself, but I think almost everyone self-censors to some degree when they're writing for an audience.
Anyway, as I build up that collection of writing, there could be things I selectively choose to share to a wider audience. Yes, I think this is one thing that could help with my writing issues.
Anyway, as I build up that collection of writing, there could be things I selectively choose to share to a wider audience. Yes, I think this is one thing that could help with my writing issues.