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[unspeakablehorror]

I hate that my mind is always at odds with itself.  There's the one part that says 'you should always stand up for what you believe in, even if that makes everyone hate you' and the other part that says 'literally just don't want any problems, it's not like persuading people of things is actually possible anyway lol'.

And taken to those extremes, I don't think either position is actually...good.  Like the former values beliefs over objectives, and the latter is uselessly nihilistic.

But they are both my constant and persistent mood and I hate it.