There is Just So Much

[unspeakablehorror]

I think I haven't become any more chill as I've gotten older but have reached a point where I've got so much to deal with that things that at one time would have been a focus of my neuroticism are now just kind of distantly unpleasant to me. There's just so many much more pressing issues that require my attention.

To the extent this quells useless rumination it's good, I guess. But it does also mean that I can't devote as much time as I'd like on the smaller things.