Loftwings and Demons

I have a lot of anxiety around communicating.  One reason I greatly prefer asynchronous communication is because sometimes I have trouble even figuring out how to convey the ideas I want to express, whereas other times I feel like I know exactly what I want to say.  I also just don't perform well under the strict time constraints of a real-time conversation.  I've worked to get better at that over the years, with some success, but I don't think I'm ever going to be great at it, and it's certainly not something I feel up to doing on a regular basis.  One thing I really like about modern technology is the ubiquity of asynchronous communication.